The Yoga Bridge, March 28, 2018. Transformation.

Transformation.   I did complete the Om’echaye 200 hour teacher training program, March 26, 2018.   I had been practicing yoga on regular basis since 2012.   The two biggest lessons I learned was being ‘present’, awake, in Asana during every pose, and the real purpose of Asana,  the preparation for the next limb of Pranayama.  I heard it before but now I had begun to see it.  I was also exposed to may different types of yoga.  Afterwards, I appreciated the Iyengar method even more.

 

The Yoga Bridge, Sept 23, 2017. The Path of A Yoga Teacher


Yoga is a divine gift that I want to learn more about and explore.  I’m deeply grateful that it has found me. It is not so important to be an Iyengar yoga teacher, which I will do to the best of my ability, but to learn more about yoga.  So, starting in  November, I will take a 200 hour course, a program that I trust, on yoga in order to help prepare me for the Iyengar Certification Test in 2019.  If all goes according to plan, which can always change.   There are no guarantees but I will keep trying. Part of the teacher training is a retreat at an Ashram which I always wanted to try. 

Yoga Everyday, April 3, 2017


The joy of yoga is seeing the transformation and the self improvement in the Asanas.  One day,   I hope to able to do a scorpion yoga hand stand.  

The Yoga Bridge, Learning Yoga Outside of Iyengar, August 27, 2016

With the beard, I was starting to feel like a yogi.  Long hair and a beard has energy. Power. Calmness, Awareness. It felt right. However, I did have it cut off.

Lately, I’ve been trying to move from beginner to more advanced.  I’m open to trying new types of yoga, Ashtanga, Vinyasa.   No worries, I’m still dedicated to Iyengar yoga.  If I’m denied the trip to Pune in 2018, I may find another yoga program in India.  In the meantime,  I’m learning handstand from a yoga teacher I found online because it’s not done much where I practice.  It’s difficult.

 

The Yoga Bridge, US National Convention Boca Raton, Florida

To sum it up, the Boca Iyengar Yoga Convention 2016 was an enriching and transformative experience.  Afterwards, I felt changed and inspired to learn and practice more yoga. It was well worth the time, effort, and expense.

 

Volunteering was something I rarely did.  Since I lived in Florida and near to the Convention center, I felt that I should contribute time as a volunteer.   I worked on the first day at the t-shirt distribution table, but I also helped move props into the main hall where the Convention took place.   There was no conflict of doing volunteer work and attending the Convention. My only regret, as a volunteer, was that I didn’t give more time.

On to the actual Convention.   On the first day of Asanas, I was very limited in my yoga space. There were more than a thousand people in the Convention hall doing yoga so they really packed everyone in.  So, the only space allowed was the mat and a small imaginary border area around the mat.   I wasn’t complaining about it but expressing the experience.  On top of that, we had to move the props around in the tight area.  My biggest concern was that I would fall or bump into my neighbors.  The first and second Asanas attempted were very bad because I was super self-conscious.  After awhile, I did get accustomed to the conditions.

The use of technology was phenomenal.  I was impressed with the technology used at the Convention and the organization of the yoga practitioners, a system of rotating color block sections.  The rotation allowed practitioners to get an opportunity for a better view at some point of the Convention instead of a fixed seat setup.   When I closed my eyes, I felt that Abhijata, B.K.S. Iyengar’s grand-daughter, whom was the Convention yoga instructor, was right next to me even though she was on stage.   Also, it was very easy to see the instructed Asana from the floor.  There were two large screens on both sides of the center stage  which made her presentation very visible.   Aside note, I was also very impressed with Abhijata on how she managed all the yogi practitioners. Her instructions were very clear and concise.

At the start of the Convention, Abhijata explained that she would teach Asanas as if we were all beginners.  I was relieved.   It was clear, as the Convention progressed, even after three and half years, of three hours a week and a home practice, I was definitely a beginner.  We spent a lot of time on Ardha Chandrasana which would have made my yoga instructors happy since we practiced that pose a lot.   We spent time on Pachismatossana.  Afterwards, I did my best pose.  Abhijata’s instruction also helped with Uttasana.  One pose that I struggled with was Urdhva Dhurasana, a back bend, because I didn’t do this Asana very often.  Over all, I felt that I was keeping up.

On the last day,  exhaustion, stiffness, on the last pose, my body was shaking, like a small seizure over my entire body.  The body was trembling from the Asanas and Pranayama.  It went away in Savasana, corpse pose.  The  lights turned on and I gathered my belongs to head to the luggage storage area because we all had to checkout early from the hotel.  I felted dazzled.  I lingered for a moment. In a dazed state of mind, I took a picture of Abhijata while she was on stage.  The ballroom was cleared out.  I staggered across the hall.  My emotions were erupting, almost uncontrollable.  Tears poured from my eyes. I wasn’t a person that cried very easily. I felt embarrassed and also relieved. I felt something had occurred during the yoga practice to my mind and body. I asked a senior teacher what was happening.  She said that back bends released emotions.  There was something more to be learned from Urdhva Dhurasana which I planned to work on at home and at the Yoga Studio. I knew intelligence wasn’t just in the brain. Every cell has intelligence of its own.  A new question, could emotions be stored?

Pranayama.  In the time that I studied Iyengar yoga, I had only did Pranayama once and by a private teacher.  I tried advanced Pranayama from a yogi on youtube and I did injury myself.   The lesson learned was to go slow and be instructed by a person.  So, we were taught it at least three times at the Convention.  A mistake I made from trying to learn on my own was taking in a muscle breath.  The body doesn’t strain when done correctly. In between the yoga lecturers, I spent about an hour and half watching B.K.S. Iyengar yoga videos that were presented in a room at the Convention.  It was very education in itself.

During the Convention, people, Patricia Walden, Manouso Manos, Bobby Clennell, John Shumacher, Lois Steinberg, Geeta, Abhijata, and a few others gave stories of their experiences with Iyengar.  Iyengar had died a few years ago.   Geeta Iyengar gave thoughts and experiences via the internet.  All of the commentaries were very useful in getting an idea of whom Iyengar was like and possibly what he would expect out of his students.  Abhijata gave a presentation. The  biggest lesson learned from her lecture was that Yoga was more than doing a check list of body movements for an asana.   If yoga was solely a checklist, the partitioner would  stop growing from the practice. When yoga was done correctly, yoga happened.   Questions to ask self, before and after an Asana, ” How do I feel when doing a yogic pose?”  “What was missing?”   Every time a yogic pose was done, it should be done as if it were being done for the first time, even if; it was done a 1000 times before.

The banquet was packed.  I knew most of the people from the Florida community that did the yoga demonstrations. I was annoyed that I wasn’t asked to participate.

In conclusion,  I now have a vision for my future yogic practice moving from beginner to an advanced practitioner.  More time needed to be allocated.  Perhaps new instructors or more advanced instructors.

 

The Yoga Bridge, May 23, 2016, Denying the Mind of Its Identity

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Before entering into the yoga studio for a class, I tried an experiment.  I tried to deny the mind, or the false self.  I thought with conviction, ” I am not Jason.”  As I opened the door, as soon as my foot moved through the door frame, my mind immediately shouted as if angered, ” How can you deny me, of course I am you!”  ” You can’t deny me.” ”  Your crazy!”  I took my shoes off.  I entered the yoga room, I reminded myself again that I wasn’t Jason.  Jason was the identity that I was born into and everything along the way to this moment which had accumulated into this person.  After the 2nd affirmation, there wasn’t any mental reaction like before. I did some pre yoga class poses.  I focused on the pose which kept the mind directed.

As class time approached, the time to start, I grabbed two blankets to sit on and sat in a crossed legged position.  As I sat there, I felt freedom from my identity.  My identity felt like a burden. Non stop.  The goal of the experimental was to bring forth the knower, the soul, the true self.   Of course, I knew that it was not that simple nor was it possible or provable.   The mind continued to believe that it was the true self.

 

 

 

The Yoga Bridge, Experiencing Concentration, Dharana, December 12, 2015

    
A few months ago, I listened to a lecture, on YouTube, given by B.K.S. Iyengar on how learning yoga was like climbing a mountain.  There would be time of progress and there would be time of no progress. In fact , for a long time, I felt no progess until two months ago in which I experienced the meaning of the Sanskrit word Dharana, concentration.  Dharana was the ability to focus the mind on the body.

The break through experience of Dharana occurred in a morning class where only two students arrived. There was bad weather and a holiday.  Normally, I didn’t talk to much, or ask questions; however, under the circumstances, I decided to ask questions in hope of improving my yoga practice.   

While in the downward dog pose, I would be able to keep my legs straight for three seconds then I did a micro bend.  I would do this all through the pose, three seconds, micro bend, repeat until pose finished. Almost ever class I would be yelled at, “Straighten  your legs!!” There was a constant battle of my mind against the body.  I explained this to the instructor.  She gave me a yoga strap which she made in a loop and put around the elbows as I executed down ward dog.  She told me to NOT listen to the teachers but to focus on my legs.  With the stap on the elbows, I could bring full attention to the legs.   With the aid of a yoga strap, I was able to keep the legs straight for 30 seconds or more; thus, experiencing concentration. This was a big change. When in a pose, I have to block out distractions to maintain focus. I had gain clarity into what needed to be done.

Brahmcharya has been very difficult. I failed a few time but with each failure, I gained insight and a stronger resolve to keep the path.  Recently, I discovered the sattvic diet via YouTube videos. Yogis ate this diet to aid in keeping celibate.  

The Yoga Bridge, July 19, 2015, The Supreme Path, Brahmacharya.

  
Some people reading this will think this is not for them and it’s not.  For the last two months, I have been practicing strict abstinence, no sexual activity.  The yogic term is Brahmacharya, the supreme path. It’s part of ethical living under the yamas, the first level of yoga. 

Why not? I’m a widower. Age 46.  I have children.  I wasn’t growing spiritually before I started.  

So far, Brahmacharya has been difficult but energizing and productive.     I would ideally like to try Brahmacharya for a year.  

The Yoga Bridge, June 21, 2015 International Yoga Day


Yoga is everyday; however, to honor the movement, I went to the yoga studio.  There were approximately 18 people.   We did the sequences proposed by Geeta Iyengar.  as follows. Note, all the poses were instructed in their Sanskrit name and without demonstration.

Sequence of Poses:

Tadasana – Mountain Pose

Namaskarasana – Palms together (prayer pose)

Urdhva Hastasana – Extend arms upward

Uttanasana – Standing forward bend

Adho Mukha Svanasana – Downward facing dog pose

Urdhva Mukha Svanasana – Upward facing dog pose

Uttanasana – Standing forward bend

Tadasana – Mountain pose

Utthita Trikonasana – Triangle pose

Utthita Parsvakonasana – Side angle pose

Virabhadrasana I – Warrior Pose I

Parivrtta Trikonasana – Revolved triangle

Parsvottanasana – Intense side stretch forward bend

Prasarita Padottanasana – Wide stance forward bend

Dandasana – Staff pose

Janu Sirsasana – Head to knee seated forward bend

Adho Mukha Upavishtakonasana – Upright wide angle seated pose

Virasana with Parvatasana – Hero pose, clasped hands up

Swastikasana with Parvatasana – Cross-legged pose, clasped hands up

Parsva Dandasana – Staff pose twist

Bharadvajasana I – Twist named after the sage Bharadvaja

Marichyasana III – Twist named after the sage Marichi

Urdhva Mukha Svanasana – Upward facing dog

Dhanurasana – bow pose

Ustrasana – camel pose

Adho Mukha Svanasana – downward facing dog

Sirsasana – head balance

Sarvangasana – shoulder balance

Halasana – plow pose

Chatushpadasana – bridge pose variation

Setu Bandha Sarvangasana – bridge pose

Savasana – corpse pose

Sit in dhyana (meditation)

The celebration started with three oms and the Salutation to Patanjali by the most senior level yoga teacher in the room.  Then, the event was taught by the various instructors present.

It was a good event. Peaceful.  Moments of silence. Sweat. Challenging.  Enjoyable.

In conclusion, Yoga was a gift to humanity. Excellent decision to make this an annual event. I hope this will start a global peace movement which our planet needs.

The Yoga Bridge, May 15, 2015 Samadhi or wishful thinking?

When I first started writing about yoga, I was concerned that I couldn’t do a pose perfectly.  I still couldn’t do a perfect pose but that was okay.  Even without perfection, everytime I did a pose, it was new, the same pose, but always fresh. While doing the poses in class, I didn’t notice the passing of time. In fact, most of the yoga classes passed without awareness of time.  I wondered if I was in a low level of Samadhi.   I was there, my mind was present, and the object, the yoga pose. I wasn’t think of anything.

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